Love Unselfishly

This day i can truly say that i`ve already moved on. After four months, nagkaroon ulet ako ng kilig at smile factor habang may ka chat na isang guy. :| Haha, weird eh no? Coincidence nanaman, dati tinitignan ko lang profile nya sa FB and hindi ko sya friend. Ngayon, friend ko na. Kasama ko pa everyday at naging close ko na :) Err? Love? Idk. Ayoko pa mag salita, pero all i can say is im happy whenever i`m with him or i talked to him. Dang! So sad pero may girlfriend siya. Kaya ako, stayput muna ako. :))))) Lololol. Want to share a short story. Hope you guys can relate, b'cause i can relate with this story through my past experience. :>

Follow your heart ♥♥♥

Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told a Single soul. Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she would never have a chance with him. Billy asked his friends what they think of her and his friends thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So Billy just went along with them. They all made fun of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so upset. One day they followed her home from school making fun of her the whole way home. Once she got inside her house she dropped to the floor cringe. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade. She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home he felt real bad about what he had done. So he decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was sorry and that he really loves her. When he got there he knocked on the door no one answered. The door was open so he walked in. He walked into the living room and found Katie lying dead on the floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so up set . He knew it was his fault she killed her self. And now he could never tell her how he really felt. The lesson of this story is: Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart.

Key to My Heart ♥

I lost you, so i lost my key to open up my heart again.(Emo mode again :c)
Watch out for heartbreakers, all they do is take your HEART && LEAVE.
Ayun, being emo all over again. Bored sa bahay and besdies ako lang ang tao and yung maid :I want to hangout with my classmates, summer is love, but boredom is killing me! Much better pa pala kung may pasok, may PERA = GALA. :))))))) ROFL.

Can't wait to watch Eclipse in cinemaa! Urggh, if i can only fastforward the time. I will, but sadly i can't. Dayumm! I'm looking forward to purchase Breaking Dawn book cause' i'm done reading eclipse. Twilight fanatic! The last movie i've watched is new moon, and i'm with my ex : (bitter lol) HAHA! :> I heard that there's still a book to be launched, Midnight Sun, but there's no summary yet about the book so i'm still waiting for it. :











There's a f*cking guy i hate so much, he used to ruin my day whenever he chat me in my ym! I want to block him in my ymessenger to avoid him, bud sadly i can't cause' he's my team mate! Dammmit. He's so bossy and he irritates me so much! Who do he think he is? Darrn! Im not being boastful but he's effin' ugly so STFU man. : You spoil my day everyday. Wished i never met you at all.

Enough with him, don't wanna talk about him anymore. Nilabas ko lang ung galit ko sakanya kasi baka pag hindi ko nailabas ay sumabog to at kung ano pa masabi kong masama against him. : Baka maging BRUHILDA ang labas ko ng tuluyan. Haha, badd ba ako? No, i'm not. I'm just being true to myself lang naman ee. : Hushh, okaay. I'll stop na. Gotta shutdown my laptop and the internet hub. Bcause in a minute my mom and my brother will arrive na. : Need to pretend that im asleep. *evil laugh*

That's all for now folks! Enjoy you're week, don't let you're week ruin by a peace of sh*t. ) Ciao! ♥

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enamitsiki

Sleepless Nights --

It's around 3:00 in the morning and still i hadn't sleep yet, because I have too many things to work on and i had an insomnia so i can't sleep early. I stopped doing the things that i should work on because im kinda tired but on the other hand I really got bored so i've decided to blog first. I miss you blog! Haha. Silly, but its just that i really enjoy blogging because it makes me express my feelings and thoughts here. :"> Next week will be our final exams for the 3rd grading period and i hadn't review any of it. This month's schedule was so hectic and i don't know where to start. From reviewing, practicing for our game, hanging out with my friends, reading the book, Eclipse, and starting my project in CS! Urghh. Did i say CS? oh gosh. I really don't know how to start that project even though i have the notes to serve as my guidelines. :((((( In this month too, our Intramurals and retreat will be held but the worst part is our JS will be held on march. Yahright its on March, LMFAO! JS Prom, March? Who would have thought that? Majority of the schools, their Js Prom is on Feb 20++ but in our school its not. Poor us ;(

Im so excited in the Intramurals Week! WEEK! It means 1 week with no classesl. Woohoo! and i really miss playing volleyball. Too bad, i have to grouped with my mortal enemy. Urrr, for the third time we both have the same team again :) it's not that i hate her still, but it doesn't make me comfortable with her even though we're kinda okay now. Nvm bout' her she's really not that important at all. :) Im currently playing 'Not anymore' revived by Ne-Yo, i got addicted in this song because i can relate to its lyrics :( EMoments attacked all over again. :(((((( Somebody says i don't want it anymore because i dryed up my eye and deserve somebody who will treat me right. _<

I wannnnnnnnna sleeeeeepos now :( Gotta end up the blogging here for a while. Sleepy had just visited me and i wanna sleep now. Goodnight and sleeptight! gotta turn off my laptop and internet now. Ciao!

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OMFG. back after a LONGGGG -- very long vacation. <3

Whew. I had no time checking and updating my blog. Luckily, i had my free time so i can blog up :) Christmas and New Year is done, and now.. classes resume :| urgghh. i effin` hate SCHOOL x(( loaded seatworks, projects, homeworks, and having a boring class with your boring teacher, Gaah~ gotta review for my finals this coming february :((( brain suckeeer. urhhh.

How was your christmas vacation anyway? Urhmm, mine? quite good. Haha! silly, not that much happy because my father wasn`t celebrating with us. too bad :( He`s out of town so my mom, lil bro, me, and nanny only celebrated the christmas. Got really drunk that event, after christmas me and my friends hang out together just like the old times. :))) PAPAPA--PARTY EVERYDAY! smoke.alcoholic drinks.party sounds. dancing people. colorful lights. IT COMPLETES ME! :>

How bout' my New Year`s Eve? Urrmm. worst than my x-mas eve. Celebrated my new year with my bhessys', mom, and lil bro only :( nany is not with us cause' he needs to celebrate her New Year with her family :( uhh. sad. And as usual, daddy is not with us also, he's in China that time. :| sobb. :(

I've passed all the struggles in my 2009! well, hoping that i can surpass to all my upcoming problems in 2010! WISH ME LUCK! ♥

Have a Happy New Year Everyone! Ciao! <3>

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enamitsiki♥

Tale from the Coño Side

ayun. finished uploading pics sa FB. haha when i was waiting for my pics to be uploaded, i got bored so i surf the net and saw this lil' story of a conyo girl. ye conyo but too exaggerated. OA kumabga :-j LMAO. nakakatawa na eawn. haha! oh crap! haha. IKR, i`m acting like a lil' coño but not like this one.::

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by Wanna Fellacio Torero

It's so hirap talaga to study in UP, the University of the Poor. You know, I never wanted to study here. But my parents kasi, they both went to UP and they said na it was the best school talaga. Eh 'di I went.

But no! When I got here, Holy horrors! I was ready to make himatay after the first day pa lang. Would you believe, there's no aircon na nga in
the classrooms, the fan doesn't work pa. And then this guy who was like, wearing a sando, shorts and tsinelas lang made tabi next to me. He made pakilala pa! The nerve! So I made takbo to the CR to make tago. But I couldn't make hugas my hands that were so pawis from escaping such a near-death experience. There was no liquid soap! Not even a couch where I could sit to make kikay.

Do you feel my pain na ba? But wait, there's more. Last Thursday kasi Daddy's Volvo was bawal, eh the Eclipse was being repaired, so I had to make sakay with my yaya in the Ikot jeep. It was so siksik! I could like, smell the putok of the girl next to me. Like, it was sobrang mabaho talaga. Kasi naman, the Ikot jeeps are old na nga, they're mainit pa! Sana they make palit na the jeeps with a shuttle system. Okey lang naman
even if there's an increase in pamasahe 'di ba? So when the car is bawal, I can use my credit card na to make bayad.

Isa pa, you know the Shopping Center? It's so kadiri talaga. I'm forced na nga to make Xerox there, (as if naman I could be caught in that place otherwise) pero I'm so inis because it's so maliit and madilim, and most of the stalls don't have aircon. They should tear it down na and build a mall na lang. Then I wouldn't have to go to Katipunan pa to get my Starbucks fix.

My gosh, this place is so bulok I don't know nga why anyone would bother making turo here pa. Just yesterday, my professor was kinda inis kasi her whiteboard marker had no more tinta! Then she tried to make hanap a matino whiteboard marker but of course there was none. Duh! Kasi naman if we had laptops instead of desks in every classroom there would be no more need for whiteboards diba? But you know even if there were laptops
na, the seats are so tigas sometimes I find it mahirap to concentrate. Dapat may cushioning para malambot sa butt, like Downy.

Now I'm in my third year na. I don't want to stay in this place
anymore.I don't give a paki if UP's the best university here. I'm going to transfer to La Salle, where the CRs have liquid soap. Now na.

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Oh dubah! imbyerna ang gerla na itis. naloka si atashi @_@ KAINIS HAHAHA!!! omigosh, you have volvo and eclipse pero di naman nag-iisip... why make sakay sa jeep when you have pambayad sa taxi naman, and you know what, don't you make tawag tawag the washroom as CR. yuck! and my gosh naman oh we true conios don't make tago tago or tambay tambay sa washroom just to make kikay 'noh? Good that you're making iwan na UP kasi you're a disgrace to the institution. And for all we know the guy in sando who made pakilala to you was your biggest crush and you made takbo to the "CR" because you're so kilig to the bones and you wanna make tili tili pa... you know the feeling na you wanna micturate pa sa sobrang kilig

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Christmas Carol :) -- tired but happy indeed. ♥

Gaaah~ im sooo tireeed :| just got home from carolingg :)) haha. laughtrip. inubos time sa pangangaroling with the TZ`s :p and with the special participation of CHOLO :"> our guitarist. akalain mo yun oh :| nung una we just had our trippings para mangaroling sa mga houses. but later on~ aba! kinarir ng mga loka. halos ikutin ang buong barangay :)))) LMAO. naka PHP 1,400.00 kami *woah* imagine that. we've decided na i-add nalang yung money that we cum from sa alak for our x-mas celebration or party should i say. haha! NOMO na :)))) rawrr. ALCOHOL is ♥♥♥ haha. halata bang uhaw sa alak? :)) haha hindi naman. :| nag start kami mangaroling ng 8. natapos kami 10:30 :)) awooo. haha! aun latang lata lahat pagkatapos mangaroling.

exciteed na ako for tomorrow. it`s parteee time! PARTEE ON. *lights and sounds* whoaaa. :)))) i just can`t wait. kasi pupunta si ano. -uhum. :| haha! nuthin' neverminddd. napparami na ata ako ng kwento. wala lang feel ko lang :)) ayan di na tuloy matigil :| hahaha. daldalerang froglet. after ng NOMO with TZ`s xmpre hindi ko makakalimutan muna mag simbang gabi before the inumaan. and to celebrate x-mas with my faam :"> *aww sweet* haha! after ng 24. of course 25 dba. HOHO FUNNEEH~ inuman nanaman with the FRISCO BOYS :"> ohhh. i miss them a lot :( kaya kaylangan talaga sumipot sakanla. venue ata kayla EMAN? :) harhar. hopee so matuloy siya.

Me, Daniel, Mindy, and Mhack :)

ayun. i`m currently uploading pictures nung BIRTHDAY KO :) if you wanna see those. just check out my FB :| if you're still not yet my friend. then add me! iam.enaa@yahoo.com be sure nakilala ko kayo. kasi di ako nag aacept ng hindi kakilala ee :)) sarreeh but thats true. napapahaba na ata. tomorrow nalang gotta upload more pics pa eh. hindi ko tuloy matuloy kasi nawili na ako dito haha! oh so pano?

CIAO. <333>

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enamitsiki♥

Oh~ Happy Day.. ♥

Oh~ Happy Day.. ♥
Dang! just got home from FRISCO :)

oh`oh`oh~ Hapeee Dayy ♥ lalala~ haha! nuthin' im just happy.
got bond again with my old and real friends. oh crap! i miss them so much.
supeer ubeer thanks to Eman's mom and to eman too :p haha! we ate and sang.
haha -- napakaligalig ni bhessy mindy :)))) naloka ang mudra ni eman maingay
ata kami. nakadagdag pa yung ingay nung dumating sla nigel :|

but it doesn`t matter masaya naman kami. haha! naglaro ng kung ano-ano. kumanta ng kumanta.
nag yosi. HAHA! 'YOSi' wala lan :p ♥ lurvveee it. nag volleyball haha :))) nakakalerky.
ilang beses napunta yung bola sa mga kotseee. buti hindi nagalit ang mga may-ari :)
tapos tumambay pa sa exooo :) ♥ uyyy. nakita ko si PAG-iBIG *lubdub* *lubdub* haha!
may ganon. HEARTBEAT--kuno :)))) silly. LMAO. pero masaya talaga. just like the old times :(


damn. i effin` miss them. babalik kami sa 25 :)))) NOMO modee.
ayunn. nuthin' shinaree ko lang. namiss ko lang kasi talaga sila after the fight with them pero now its nothing na. of course real friends do forgive and forget dubaah. :) ♥ and that's what we are. <333>


til here nalan ulet. gotta sleep na, im sleepy :( ciao. *hugs and kisses* <33>


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enamitsiki♥